So I haven’t really written much about my past few days, so here it goes.
Friday, I of course went to go see The Dark Knight. It was amazing. Enough said.
Saturday, I spent the day with my mom shopping and then I drove out to Long Island to go see my friends’ band’s show down at the Crazy Donkey. The show was a lot of fun and it was really nice to catch up with those guys. Afterwards, we went out to Dan’s house in Queens and had a good old time at the after party. John tells an amazing story. Or, you know, thirty. Basically didn’t leave the party till 2am and then drove all the way back home listening to shitty pop music and generally feeling amazing.
Sunday, I bummed around all day. Went to lunch with my family and watched television with my mom all night.
Monday, work. Lots of work.
Tuesday, Work again! Then I went out with some friends and we just kinda hung out and did a lot of nothing. Got kinda bummed out at the end of the night, but then the ex called and things seemed to be picking up again. Until…
Wednesday. Work. Fighting and misunderstandings. I really hate the internet sometimes because there’s no way to really defend yourself when it comes to someone misinterpreting what you’re saying, especially when they’re already very angry with you and don’t want to hear a word, or “excuse”, that comes out of your mouth. The afternoon picked up a little bit. We both agreed to kind of start out with a clean slate and not have any expectations, he that I would fail and I that we would get back together. Therapy went really well and my assignment this week is to think of things that I want to change about myself, things that he wants me to change about myself, and the reasons I’m afraid of being alone. Great. Those lists will probably make it on here at some point, along with lasts week’s assignment if I ever finish it.
Today, pay day! I’m five days worth of very little pay richer! I don’t know what I’m doing tonight but it’s probably nothing good. Probably just cleaning my room and preparing for the weekend. Might even go to the gym!
I might go out and get another tattoo (or three) before school starts and I run out of money. Who knows, but I’m definitely seriously considering some ideas.
